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music of the soul

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Konnichiwa Minna-san

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we are the authors to our own story...
as long as you're living, your story's still going ...

drowning in great music and work. oh the work... OTL

bahahahahah. right now playing Butterfly - Clear and Nero <3
its just so... FANSERVICE MUCH. AHEM. NO JOKE XDDD squeal ~
the video is below, but then if u guys cant exactly hear what the crap they're saying, basically it goes

I'M GONNA MAKE LOVE TO YOU

WANNA GET LAID

so ahem. YEAH XDDD here's the full lyrics anywy. so much fanservice teeeheeee.

recently been damn hooked on dldling utattemita songs and albums \o/ got introduced to gero, nero, a24, senra, dasoku, sekihan, mi-chan etcetc. actually already knew their names and blah, but didnt listen to their songs and stuff. oh. but a24, senra, faneru, shamuon etcetc and a few others are new to me (: thx to shu for introing A24, gero, and a few others.
the utaite are frigging out of this world awesome! totally hooked majorly due to the voices (: ok, and a lot of times catchy songs.

Point Five [.5] is AKKJHSFJALKAHFLKSJALH \o/
been putting this song on repeat quite a lot these few days XD love it so much ~

this is great too XD

yes, ok. i need to stop myself cos then i might end up posting like a shitload of more music and blah so um yeeaahhhh...

oh right. the kagamine twins also got a collaboration album recently called [Kagamination]. just fyi (:
~~havent exactly listened to vocaloid much since i've gone to the utaite craze, but kaito's still an exception XD~~

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right. and if ya guys havent realised and know me well enough by now, i'm totally supposed to be doing hw instead of blogging yeah. digital rendering's a pain and i'm only done with like half of 2 panels. dammit. i'm going to bed. then chionging tmr 8D its due tmr.

i'm manga deprived OTL resisting the urge so bad... nowadays no time to read alr... guess i'm cutting down on manga again till like hols. ho shit. that's like a month away ARGH.

yes i am tired. and now i shall retire to my bed. it is calling me. very vehemently.

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"So the adventure of life goes on."

~ Star Driver

Labels: music, recommendations

On Sunday, July 10, 2011 at 10:35 PM

too little time

ARGH. IT SEEMS LIKE THERE'S WAY TOO LITTLE TIME TO FINISH ASSIGNMENTS AND STUFF OTL
~~ok, it doesnt help that i waste time reading manga and stuff too, but still XD~~

week 12 of school. abt a month more of chionging final assignments and stuff before its the long hols \o/
3MA: the human modeling
PBM: jump animation and push pull animation. then still need to complete portfolio stuff, then render all animations and stuff tgt into a showreel
SSS: 2 panels of digital rendering from our original script. at least 20 panels of storyboard for our original script
FDW: no final assignment given yet
IB: i dont know what the shit is going on for this.
those bolded are basically our final assignments for each module OTL SHIIIT. hope i can finish. and do relatively well and be able to keep my gpa as it is AND NOT LET IT DROP.

and i've found out we have um... how should i put this... pretty interesting lecturers in da :/ hahahaha. ahem.

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quite a bit happened since sch started again for the new sem i guess. its alr the 2nd wk anywy. but then cant exactly rmr now OTL geh.

read till latest chp of noblesse and enigma XD finally brought myself to catch up with those 2 series. damn exciting as always XD the both of them. not bothering to go into details.

ohyeah. and fluffy and her friends are ordering stuff from sharkrobot.com now so she was asking people if they wanted to join and order stuff too cos now is free shipping XDD I AM GETTING AN ATTORNEY AT LOL AND GURRENMON SHIRT \o/ WOOOOHOOO ~~
sam getting the edgeworth shirt and saac's getting like a whole ton of stuff. and i'm paying for shu's shirt 1st too cos she has no money now. ~~not like i have much now either after cosfest OTL~~ need to earn/save moolah pretty badly.

apparently prime gym is having quite big changes in management and coaches in the new term (started this wk, so that means i got work on sat). cara's taking over willie as new manager of prime in sept i think. then laila and yan are quiting so now they're looking for full-time rec coaches. huh.

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mich tanzil and bekah came back from the us and aussie respectively \o/ but then today mich is going back to indonesia for a month then coming back again before heading back to the us again ):
havent met up with bekah yet, but met up with mich twice since she was back for the past week (:
personal opinion. being in the US had a seriously negative impact on her.
i dont like it.
managed to talk with her quite a bit (: kinda happy i'm making her laugh so much now. ~~cos of my lame-ness -cough-~~ she invited saac with us for dinner too. kinda awkward for him i guess :/ i felt bad.
honestly speaking, i cant say i was surprised. no joke. bekah and i are worried. bad. sigh. and its not like talking to her will work.
catching up was pretty good XD she's been gone for what. abt a yr? i guess. and she's doing damn frigging well in her studies (:
and its not like talking to her will work. she already has the 'american mentality'. and has gotten a shitload more vulgar and rude not to mention.
she really is pretty amazing.
in more ways than one >:/ both good and bad.
fuck this. (please excuse my language too. yeah i admit i've gotten more vulgar too, but at least i know, acknowledge, and try to control it.)
cant wait to meet up with bekah soon XD really looking forward to it ~ bekah definitely got prettier too <3

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today's pappy's birthday \o/ so frei and i gave him a card. but meag needs to write in it when she gets back home from asean school games. she's staying at ntu now.

cut cake from him just now (: and mama braided the asean school's mascot's hair/mane. so cuute XD
tmr going to yeema's place for his proper bday dinner. missing cca ): but going to yeema's hse for dinner always means great food so \o>

that's kinda all i can rmr right now i guess. shall leave it as this till i can rmr more stuff... then add them in 8)

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"Who are we to to a line between what's right and what's wrong."

~ Calling

(mangaka: Miyamoto Kano)

Labels: birthdays, school np

On Wednesday, July 06, 2011 at 11:18 PM

cosfest is over (:

right. its been 2 days since COSFEST X was over (:
been wayyyy too shagged to blog abt it properly oTL actually now also cant exactly be bothered much, but since i am NOT doing work in class and instead wasting time here (its phillip's pbm class btw) might as well put up a blog post on cosfest and what not.

right ok. still pretty tired now and wanna take a nap quick b4 lesson is over (that's in an hr) shall just anyhw do this 1st, then maybe come back to edit it later. maybe.

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DAY 1

cosed Ema Skye/Houdzuki Akane from the Ace Attorney/Gyakuten Saiban game series. glad it turned out pretty ok and wasnt a cosfail \o/ whoohoo ~ a lotta people couldnt exactly recognise me as usual (i kinda take that as a compliment actually XD sorta means i'm cosplaying not too badly. to me at least.). heheheh ~
~~and my mum said i looked pretty too 8D ahahhahaah~~

only a small group of the ace attorny grp i'm part of turned up in cos. met fluffy (machi), kyo (feenie), hikaridranz (older ema) there, plus other people like theo (iris) and the other ema in our grp XD but other than that, didnt see any other ace attorny cosplayers. apparently someone said they saw a lang and edgeworth on day 1 too, but I DIDNT SEE DDD8 I WANNA SEE A GOOD LANG COSER SO BAD.

anywy. most of the day just hung out with aranee (misa), hung ard shu and alasse's booth and yongwei's booth, ran ard, went merch shopping, posed for photos etc.

met aranee on the mrt otw to downtown east (: she lost her death note so wanted to get one at cosfest, but pitb wasnt selling it that day -__- so she only had a coolio puzzle apple to pose with -pats-

had lunch with her at subway yum. ahahah. that was pretty late like after we reached and finish touching up makeup and other crap.

the jtc people most of them were there too. here're photos of them. didnt take any of the ones not cosing though D8 ttly shouldve. only rudy got a shot.

obviously i met so many more of them... BUT I SHOULDVE TAKEN MOAR PHOTOS.

so many cosers there XDD thank gdness ema has a bag which i could dump stuff inside like my cam and phone and money etc XD

but then my prink princess badge that was on it dropped off D8 ah well.
here's photos of cosplayers. and friends.
lesson learned. spam more photos. actually took quite few this time round compared to other events DDDX too busy running ard etc.

bakuman

tegami bachi

reika and her friend (inazuma)

angie

HETALIA

IT WAS A PRINCE BAND VER HOMFG.

took a photo with the prince XDD too bad i didnt see the ju and ice phoenix too D8

mandy (soul eater)

spirited away

ao no exorcist <3
this was a pretty awesome cos.

marcussy and etine
(bleach)

NICHOLAS D. WOLFWOOD. HOLY SHIT.
FAV CHAR FROM TRIGUN EVAAAAAA.
wouldve been good had he put on some makeup though.
BUT THE WEAPON WAS \o/ HELLYEAH.

sam, mac and isaac were there too (:

OHYEAH. in the acm, there was an ACE (one piece) cosplayer that had FRIGGING ABS. it was pretty hot. his ace was pretty good. buff and correct kinda body type/shape, but then it wouldve been greater if the makeup had been done better. but still. it was hot XD too bad didnt see his performance on stage OTL by the time i wandered there he had alr finished OTL and didnt get a photo either O...TL
didnt exaclly watch acm much. not the kinda person that's super interested in competition performance kinda stuff anywy. day 1 was the solo cosplay comp.

here're a few more photos >

alasse (khr)
her prints are awesome and i got quite a few of them XD

lyra (with her coolio ears, gloves and tail)

shu (khr)
she makes a too-cool-for-words xanxus ~
and i bought her pandora hearts print too <3

more aa crap XD

it was really really fun when the grp of us just like stood there and started talking abt the most randomest things and the convo just flew by (: and not all of them were even THAT familiar with each other XD hahaha. guess that's what cosplay and socialising does to ya. its amazing really. to me at least.

that's pretty much it. left at abt 6.30 with aranee to share a cab to serangoon mrt, then i straight bused home.

total spent $56 on day 1 on merch. mostly prints XD \o/ here's a photo of my haul from day 1 only.

whooo yeah ~

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DAY 2

cosed Lag Seeing from Tegami Bachi. actually did this cos last yr cosfest day 2 too (: but then after that cos i lost my wig, couldnt re-cos it till this yr OTL
also remade lag's shindanjyuu, the nocturne #12. i think it turned out pretty ok for my standards (: better than the 1st time ryo, akari, satoru and i made our previous ones. but then in the end, abandoned the gun with my bag cos it became too troublesome to carry ard OTL ahahahhaa. thank gdness i made parcels and letters too XD

the only other person from my team that cosplayed tb with me was our aria (yukibear). at least i wasnt like totally alone. hung out with her for a bit of the day. but then didnt stay tgt much.
didnt even manage to get a photo tgt with her though. ARGH OTL failness DAMMIT.

sam for day 2 too (: and so did saac. much later (:

the usual ppl i know mostly are sec 4s so most of them have stopped coming for events till after 'O's and such.
but kyo was there cosing. and so was akari. ahaha. oh. and yongwei was managing her booth so yeah. dont rmr if i know any other sec 4s though. maybe reika? she was there too if i'm not wrong.
went ard with shu mostly. and sam a little. and kyo a little. and yukibear a little too.

same as the day before, i didnt take enough photos of cosers and stuff cos kept wandering ard inside the halls and blah. didnt really go out that much :/ sad.
here's what i got anywy.

saku (senior) is the girl in white (:

code geass XD

2 lags

nel adult ver. so awesome

ttgl!

the evee was just too cute XD

d.grayman

vocaloid (what ver is this?)

gintama

nurarihyon no mago ~

THERE WAS A YOUNG EDGEWORTH.

bahahahaha. fluffy shouted at the coser: "EDGEWORTH. WAI U NEVER COME YESTERDAY!?"

bahahaha. she got a fright.

panty and stocking

shizuka and her friend (its a game, but cant rmr the name OTL)

self-explanatory -_-
vk what else.

on the drawing wall. shouldve taken more :/

asked shu to put her foot there. looks... -ahem- XDD

prints on the wall by some of the artists selling merch and stuff at comics world (the green thing beside the main hall with all the artist booths).

here're some photos of closer friends <3

bentoh (gintoki XDDD)
requested for him to do this pose. thanks for heading the request bentoh \o/
since the 1st time i saw a gintoki doing this pose at my 1st convention (afa 09 i think) always wanted to ask a gintoki cosplayer to do it again ~

male stocking's so cuute XD
shu and i went into the cake shop to take this. ahahaha.

shade (ciel)

satoru (ciel church ver)

theo is the iris from yesterday 8D

honokoneko (that shu made from scratch)
BAHAHAH THIS LOOKS OBSCENE.

kyo (inazuma - rococo)

fluffy (jojo's bizarre adventure)

misaki with a HUMONGOUS suzuki-san XDD

phoebe (chobits)

kaen and sd (yukimura and masamune)

kyo was totally fanboying over getting NOBUNAGA MONEY from kaen and sd above XDD

chang and her awesome lightning cos XD

flexi fluffy~
from jojo's

yongwei

ken did emonzaemon! and joyce did nanami the purple battle clothes ver. and wen xiao did meisai XD

KIRABOSHI!
wong yi (star driver)
too bad jim had already taken off most of his cos so didnt take a photo DDX

left ard 7+ i guess. saac sorta 'sent me home'. took a cab cos was too lazy to bus XD

alasse and shu packing up

anywy. for the time being, here're photos of the merch i got on the 2nd day XD spent like $69 (i think) total on 2nd day...
so actually i spent like DAMN FRIGGING A LOT THIS COFEST LAH OTL
needa start saving money. guess it'll be good if i layoff cosplay and spending on other stuff for 2 months or so. but planning is still fine XD

giving some stuff to bekah and mich tanzil and tacia. gave small brs badge to anatakaasan (classmate), small chii (the cat) badge to freddiefish, and then also gave away my kogarasumaru badge to lucien cos i felt bad not rmring he liked ag quite a bit and helping him get stuff OTL ah well.

prints, postcards a few stickers \o/

my badges

they're all so friggin adorable XD

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right. and so this is my wall now after i've rearranged some stuff and added the prints and blah that i'm confirmed keeping up there XDD
thought they'd actually take up more space, but apparently not \o/
~~so that means like i can add more stuff up there when i get more nxt time 8D~~

that's it for cosfest. right now dont exactly rmr the finer details and such. just that i saw usual faces and all and made a few new friends too (: too bad quite a few of my usual closer friends didnt go :/ jy for 'O's and whatnot guys!

nxt cosplay event's in a month time. streetfest. dont think i'm cosing. cant really be bothered to get a cos (even a simple one) ready in a month and i dont think taobao order can make it in time and blah. it'll be good for me to save more 1st too. still needa prep for my coses at the end of the year >

Nanami from Katanagatari for afa and Ming Huang from 1/2 Prince for eoy. ming huang 'll be pretty tough. i think the most complicated cos i'm gonna try for so far (: cant wait though ~

also got a few other simpler plans that i can sorta take my time preping ~ awesomez. (:

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"Butterfly"

~ Butterfly - Clear and Nero

(its a awesome catchy song totally with implications of yaoi ttm <3)

Labels: cosplay, jtc

On Tuesday, June 28, 2011 at 12:13 PM

About me

~ nicole/nic/nicky/nix to most ppl, killua/spitfire(spiz) to a few others
~ 17 and crazy, born on 2/11
~ Singaporean lah
~ Ngee Ann Poly MMA
~ manga and anime otaku
~ loves m and a (durh), music, reading, sleeping, cosplay, photography, surfing the net
~ someone who writes too much abt random stuff -.-ll

cosplays

Done:
Reborn (Katekyo Hitman Reborn) ; Killua Zoldyck (HunterxHunter) ; Lag Seeing (Tegami Bachi) ; Kasane Teto (blaze/matryoshka vers), pokemon trainer youngster

Future Tent:
Ming Huang/Miwa (1/2 Prince)(end 2011) ; Rinku (Yu Yu Hakusho)(2012) ; Ema Skye (Ace Attorney)(2011) ; Yamato Ariake (Otomen) ; Kozato Enma (Katekyo Hitman Reborn) ; Sarutobi Sasuke (Samurai Deeper Kyo) ; young Vincent Nightray (Pandora Hearts) ; Rokudo Momiji original ver (Aphorism)

wishlist

♥ be able to keep emotions more in check
♥ read more manga and books
♥ watch more anime, j/k dramas and tv series
♥ learn other languages (esp jap and korean)
♥ get better @ photography (gotta practice!)
♥ ~~cut hair short~~
♥ ~~get a pt-time job~~
♥ be able to download games into psp/psp go (i seriously dont think this will ever happen OTL)
♥ $$ > for stuff below
> cosplay
> ipad 2
> nds cartridges